Lost my way

Isn't it amazing that the more you get involved in something such as your religion the more you lose your way. I have loved the Lord and that love became confused with the love of a dear friend. Oh my gosh, how could that ever happen and why. That is not what the Lord wanted. The more I prayed, the more my prayers got mixed up. Finally I was totally lost. So I am starting again, starting from scratch, asking for forgiveness after I was told to look up Isiah 2:20. I was not hearing from God (or didn't feel like I was), I felt abandoned. I have thought about leaving the church and looking for another church although that would be an easy way to escape, I love my church. God I have totally messed up. I have asked in prayers for you to "fix it". You are making me squirm and wiggle and work really hard. All I have to do is pass it over to you.

Prayer for those who are ill

Dear Lord;

I am praying a humble and powerful prayer. I am praying for Jeremy, Cameron, Dottie, Steve, Karen, Dina, Jadon, Pam and for all the little children and for all those that have not met you yet. I am praying that you will come into their lives. I am praying that you will heal their illnesses. I am praying that you create miracles. I know you have the knowledge and skill and I pray that you can pass those on to their doctors. Touch their bodies and heal them of the cancer, leukemia, heart problems and all the other illnesses. I am praying that you will bring someone into their lives that will tell them of your power. I am praying for Brian and Nick that they will come to fully believe in you and accept you as their savior. I am praying for Alishia and Sean and Bob that they will become so filled with your power. I pray for Mary that she will see me as someone she can count on, someone that will be there and someone whose friendship is valued. In Christs name. CLC

Prayer for Sean and Alishia

Dear Father; As my son approaches his wedding date, I pray that you will be with both Sean and Alishia that you will be in Sean and Alishia. I pray that they will accept your love and guidance and that they will pray for your acceptance. I ask you for a beautiful legal wedding that is blessed by you. Dear Lord, help them celebrate in a holy manner and that they celebrate you. Be with their pastor as they say their vows that the vows may mean the sustaining of their love. In Christs name, Cindy

Prayers for Mission

Dear Heavenly Father; You are so gracious, you are so beautiful, you are so holy. I have prayed since December that you will send me to Uganda. I have prayed since December that you will send my pastor where she needs to mission. You have been so kind to have helped provide much of the money. I am now praying that you will give us the words needed to say. That you will continue to help us raise the funds and that you will give us a safe journey. I know that you will know the right time to go. I know that you will know the right place to go. I thank you so much for the water you have provided for the Ugandans. I thank you so much for the dresses that have been created for the young girls. Please keep me walking with you. Keep me humble but bold in your mission. Empower the Holy Spirit to work through me. Dear Lord, don't let me be distracted by those who do not understand. You have a mission for me and I will obey. In Christs name
Cindy

Changes Friend

I have lost a friend but she is shining down from heaven. She was one of the most beautiful Christian women that I had ever known. She always put Jesus first and always said she would do what he had asked. I was devastated when she died but I was thrilled that she was definately where God wanted her. I lost another friend as she distanced herself with this loss. I didn't understand that. There was a void in my heart and I didn't know what to do with it. I pray every day for God to heal the void. I felt lost but felt there was a purpose for my life? I know God has a place for me? I am praying he will put me in international mission work but I pray he will use me where he wants. I am so thankful that I was hired for the census as that allows me to save up the money for the trips. I am so thankful for an opportunity to go or send someone where they can teach and serve others. God be with Mary as she attends her son's wedding, as she gets a daughter in law, as she hugs her other son. God unlike Marsha, I will ask you to bring her back. Bring her home. We need her and she belongs here for now. She has work to do.