Inadequacy

No story to tell, no addictions to handle, no divorces to share. God has blessed me and I am so inadequate. God has provided for me many times over and I never thanked him. I bless him now every day for the beautiful non-challenging life. I am about as boring as vanilla ice cream. My travel experiences are over, my sharing with many groups from around the country are over. My days of giving my time to many teens is gone. My absolute passion of building two wells for Uganda is still in tact. The water wells are for God. The wells are so that a small African village may live. I have sold my precious jewelry to donate to the wells. They are just stones. I should have received much more for them but I will donate what God has given me. The gems mean nothing but the funds that they generated are so very precious to me. Dear God, Here I am, use me. Let me testify to the pre-believers, let me mission in your field. I praise you for the opportunity to travel to Israel. I praise you for the opportunity to learn your word. I praise you for my Christian friends. Dear God, take this inadequate person and make me shine for you. Create me to be more and more like Jesus. Thank you for giving me the wonderful example of two very very special Christian friends who are always there for me. Please keep them safe and always be with them. Thank you for my beautiful daughter who has kept me in her prayers.